What I Want You To Know

1. I want to have your kids... I have never ever wanted kids in my life... but you are the most beautiful amazing person I have ever met in my entire life... I don't know what it is about you, maybe it's the way I can never get enough of you or the way your smile can light up my entire world... But I want to be the person to make that light stay in this world forever. I want to be able to wake up holding a beautiful creation, a piece of me mixed with a piece of you. I would be so jealous of that child since they will always have you with them... I want that for myself.
2. I want to be your wife... I want to wake up next to you every single morning for the rest of my life knowing that I'm yours and you are mine... I don't want to share... I want to walk down that aisle inspite of your stupid mother and I want to wear a big poofy white dress and I want you to wear whatever the hell you want to wear, I just want you to be there to ask me to be yours forever. I know it's alot to rush forever... But I want forever with you to come as soon as it can... Because forever with you would be the best thing to ever happen to me.
3. I want to be your everything... I want to be the one girl that makes you happy and makes you feel like living is worth while. I know we're both growing alot... and you still have to figure out the majority of what you want with your life and so do I... but I don't want to lose you in the midst of all of this. My heart beats for you. I have never heard of a love so strong that can describe what I have for you. You know me. I cheated on all of my boyfriends except you. We've almost been together for TEN months. Can you believe it? TEN months. And I haven't even thought about another guy the way I think about you. How is that possible?
4. I know that... If I shape up... You can love me the way you used to. I know that I can be everything you need me to be and more. I can pack your bowls for you when you're sick and light them and hold them to your mouth, I can make your munchies, I can clean your pipes and bongs, I can clean your house, your room, your dishes, I can do anything you want me to. I can be the perfect girl for you, All I need in return is reminders that you love me and appreciate me around. That's all. Other than getting married and having just one kid, which in the long run isn't much to ask for. lmao.
5. This whole random thing still doesn't put my feelings completely down... but maybe you'll atleast be able to stick your toes in the beginning of the ocean of love that I have for you. Even when I hate your guts and when I'm most hurt by you, I love you to death. None of this will ever change, Parker Thomas Miller. And if you find this twenty years from now, or even fifty, or one hundred, this remains the same. I am yours. Always and Forever. No amount of time or distance will ever be able to change this, Nothing will ever be able to change this. I owe you my life... Take it when you want it, just promise you'll take my heart with it. <3 I love you. Please keep me forever.