F. [Hook and Line.]

In my darkest dreams, my fears,
Selfishly alone, I scream for you.
Your evil face appears,
Only this from my past is damn true.
Your strangling arms enfold me,
My nightmares of the past escaping.
The difference, I believe,
Is your face so newly decieving.

Hook and Line, You had me...
I was yours forever.
Ending yesturday, I will not love you anymore.
Though hook and line... you had me.

This is in your court now girl,
I dont know how to play this game and...
My disdain keeps me, Girl,
Away from your tricks and games, I run.
You can't take away my pain,
You don't get to break me then make me...
Make me fall back in your reign,
Like I come as a dime per dozen.

Hook and Line, You had me...
I was yours forever.
Ending yesturday, I will not love you anymore.
Though hook and line... you had me.

I'll keep my heart safe from you...
This time it all will be different.
This time I will not be who...
Who you want me to be, so helpless.
I am not your possession,
You will not keep me down anymore.
Away in your digression,
This is my new personal escape.

"Hook and Line, You have me...
I'm yours forever."
Ending yesturday, I will not love you anymore.
Though hook and line... you had me.
Hook and Line, You had me...
I was yours forever.
Ending yesturday, I will not love you anymore.
So hook and line... you can't have me.

E.

Now I'm walking on a different side of the road,
For some reason I will never know.
Well, I'm standing here...
Roaming here...
Of a time that ceased to exist...
Long ago.
Do I turn around to the past...
Do I continue on in my present,
My future?
Where there is no escape,
As time turns to dust...
There's nothing left to return to.
Which place will fit best?
I bet nobody knows,
And that alone doesn't matter...
I just wish that I knew.
Who are you?
Who am I?
Am I you?
Is this why...
So many things in life are unexplained,
For me?
Things continue to change,
The scenery around me...
I cannot blame,
For having time warped.
Too sadly soon,
This place will be a wasteland,
Only I will remember.
Should I live the way I remember?
Should I live the way I know?
And in the end...
Is there a difference?





[Written while walking where I used to live for eleven or so years of my life. I will never ever forget that place where reality seemed to turn into my own medicine store... I could choose to accept what I wanted and throw out what I didn't want. I will never forget those days or those memories created by me and my family... including my best friends. I won't forget any of it.]

D. [[Without you.]]

As I walk through the valley,
Of the shadow of you,
Live as your after effect,
I begin to progress,
Soon I will be free.

Fading into your future,
I’m fading into your past.
All too soon you won’t miss me,
I knew it wouldn’t last.
Say goodbye,
This is goodbye.

Is there anything,
Left of me,
Left of us,
Left to save?
Is there anything,
Left to do,
Left to fix,
Am I brave?

Fading into your future,
I’m fading into your past.
All too soon you won’t miss me,
I knew it wouldn’t last.
Say goodbye,
This is goodbye.

I can spell me without you,
Green without blue, Now.
I can be free without you,
Breathe without you now.
I can see me without you,
Fly without you, how?
Now I am free without you,
So free without you, wow.

Fading into your future,
I’m fading into your past.
All too soon you won’t miss me,
I knew it wouldn’t last.
Say goodbye,
This is goodbye.